feel so excited. my online purchase has come today. actually yesterday, just that my maid ( i don't really know that they are really 'that' stupid, or just pretend to be stupid) did not tell me, saying that she thought i knew all along there was a package for me... (what the???? ) where the hell am i supposed to know if they don't even tell me and they keep the package????? my goodness!!!
anyway, here are the things that arrives to me today...

1. meiji amino collagen
really would like to have some collagen, wonder if this one works too, compared to the premium one... will compare this later on...i realized that as i ages, my skin becomes drier, especially my feet, and i just can't stand it. moreover, my arms have developed some dark spots.. and ohhh... i really hate it. am worried that it will become more and more from now on... BUTTT... with my weight problem since i gave birth to my baby girl... i think i just need some detox first before i start on my collagen and the hair&nail nutritions. my dad just bought a programme for a month. and he is willing to give me the programme instead. will talk about this later...:P

2. lohashill essential BB cream
tried this today. very thin, almost no coverage kind of BB cream. really feel like tinted moisturizer instead, just that this comes with more benefits. it doesn't have any SPF though like some other BB cream. but this does have anti-oxidants which will help to fight the free radicals, like the pollutions and friends nowadays. moreover, this is made of natural herbs. so i guess it's pretty much clear that i'm going to use this on daily basis. it does gives the skin supple feeling upon application. and it does stays on controlling the oil on the T-zone area, and keep the face looking fresh. which is good for me, since sometimes i had to work extra hard and feel really tired at days where i have to meet my clients.

3. bioglo rose hip oil
as most of the people who knows me well, and met me in this past few weeks definitely know that i had burnt one of my legs due to my work, making souvenirs, and special things for my brides. it's kind of scary though, and hard to heal. but now, it has healed, just that the scar was really obvious. i know that this rose hip oil can help to reduce the appearance of the scars. tried just now. not really nice smell that i had thought. but it's definitely less nasty than the cocoa palmer's scar reducer oil (which made from cod liver oil? ) and less oily too. see if it does work as it promised.

4. hair removal cream
have yet to try this. maybe tomorrow:)

5. BRTC stem collagen
see if this works too. don't really know how to use though, there's no instruction, no whatsoever... will have to go and find out about this...

6. my beauty diary masks
lavender, natto, camellia, white peony tea, platinum nanocolloid... have yet to find out what's the purpose for each. and prove whether it does deliver its quality:)

7. bioglo skin gel
it's a scrub with BHA, and AHA, and jojoba seeds... should be good i guess... will try after i finish my laneige strawberry peel...

have quite alot of free stuff too from cupcalicious... have yet to try each of it to see the quality and if i really like it:)

trying on the new kanebo BLANCHIR superior white luster lotion. like the clean effect though. nothing else besides feeling fresh though. i mean for now. going to use the new mask i bought in GUARDIAN 2 days ago. Mentolatum beauty mask, pore refining (with witch hazel and AcHA)... hmm meaning i can't use that for the whole night...

back about the DETOX. it's stated there, i cannot eat red meat, sugar and dairy products, and all products made by white flour. hmm kind of hard this one? can only eat fish, tofu and eggs products. must eat alot of nuts and seeds and fruits and vegetables. i guess i have to stock up on this before i start? should i? should i start tomorrow? but....am going to go around JAKARTA tomorrow, starting from Emporium Mall Pluit... accompanying a client to find a dress for her holy matrimony... so... am still considering if i do get to start, then i need to bring my own lunch together with sachi's? or i'll just order salads? that might works...
i'm planning to eat oatmeal for breakfast, with some fruits... might works too...ohya, another thing, it's started there i have to eat grains... as in oats, wheats, and all kinds of bread or pasta that's made by these things... i guess it will be hard to find especially in INDO!!! but will do my best. will have to start on exercising my body too. for me now, i just don' t have the courage and energy to start. but i have to. just HAVE TO!